Saturday, April 21, 2007

Test Driving A Mystery car

Yup that's the latest me. I was at Kubang Bujuk on the 13th and 14th for the Trg Djor and I was the one been asked to report for halaqah Paka; it was nerve wrecking experience. I'd been to all those high impact presentation training stuff but when I was up there I could not even raise my face to the audience! suddently I was shy and helpless. The report is to gauge how much effort was done in my halaqah; and we would know where our weaknesses are from the report "Laporan Jemaah Masjid" and then we could improve.

It's extremely important to make sure our effort is inline with all the advice given by our elders; all decisions have to go through Mesyuarat Mohallah, if not resolved then have to be brought to Mesyuarat Halaqah then if still not resolved have to be forwarded to Mesyuarat Markas to refer to Syura Terengganu. Still all reference shall be coordinated world wide through Markas Nizamuddin. I read somewhere probably in Hayatussahabah since there is no more "wahyu" and the last prophet had already passed all effort in "dakwah" have to go through Mesyuarat and this was also practise by all the sahabah since the time of the first Khalifah Abu Bakr.

And in a small part; me being "frozen" when reading out the Laporan Jemaah Masjid halaqah Paka, is the continuation of the decision decided in Mesyuarat Halaqah and me abiding to the decision is sunnah followed by the sahabah. InsyaAllah :)

**that's me test driving a mystery car; I keep reminding myself " Jangan terkesan dengan dunia.. Bila hati ummat sudah mula cinta dunia, Allah akan cabut keberkatan wahyu (the understanding of the deen).. Amin

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